why does he even like me?
why am i ignored by people that i like???
he didn't have to ask me out! i didn't have to say yes!!! i guess i'm stuck now. but we could be just friends hanging out right? damn! when will i learn to say no?
it's just coffee...that can't be a date right? say no just to make me feel better...? please? how come everyone else is upset with me today? is this what i should have been expecting after two great days? perhaps...i knew somewhere it would go wrong.......again...