dammit! i am feeling so very miserable!!! he's in this room , i'm almost sure of it though i can't see him........anyway i do know he is somewhere close....in this building atleast!!!
ok, u know what? i think i'm sounding too despertae but u'll have to bear it cos thats exactly how i feel right now!
damn! i really hate having "CRUSHES"! but then again, i love the sudden rush of mixed emotions......it is kinda torturous but i like it! what am i saying??? i must be crazy!
well anyway, how much longer do u think it'll last..............most probably, knowing me, i'll have a totally new crush to talk about in about a week's time!!! i sure hope so.....i really don't like this guy....he seems like a jerk and that's exactly what puts me off completely!!! but u know what they say about "opposites attracting" and all that bs! of course i don't believe in it, but then again maybe i just wish i dind't believe in it....damn i'm just an embodiment of all the most complicating and miserable emotions in the whole wide world!!!!
why me????????????????????????????????????!!!