life never works out the way you want it to does it? nope! it sure doesn't!
why do u think? u know what? i think it's cos of some kinda negative energy that is released when we r too positive....we should always be unprepared for what's about to happen....i mean u can expect it but not rely too much on ur expectation....get what i mean? well atleast that's what i learnt...
next week when i meet magda, (she's my tutor....helps me speak american!), i've gotto give her a kinda presentation....and the whole of yesterday i kept thinking about what i was going to talk to her about!
and u know what? i know i'm not a very interesting person and it might get even more boring (than it shud be!) when i tell u about myself...but i learnt that i am a very complicated person...everyone is but it's just that they have better things to do than ponder over themselves!lol
well i wish had more of a life here...i really need to go out more...i'm getting very depressed and worse i feel even more lethargic than ever! believe me, not having ur friends close to u can be really depressing....it puts u down soooo much and u actually realise what it is like to be all alone in the world and though that might suit some people just fine...it doesn't suit me one bit! i wish it did though....i wish i was more like my brother.....all to myself ...."a thorough recluse!"