i lay awake in bed trying to peer put thru the gap in the blinds...saw something move...it was unusually early in the morning for me not to be asleep.
i got up anyway and went to the window -- i saw that it was raining heavily, it probably had been all night...i like rain. it washes the whole world and after it's done. the wolrd looks new and fresh! but somewhere within, i had this impending sense of gloom that i knew i had to deal with sooner or later.....sooner than later actually...
so i decided to go online and blog...:)

everyone's leaving. i feel so totally alone again...but i know everything happens for a reason...
for the life of me i can't imagine what reason! :)...in the end, it's all good, right?
thanx, i feel so much better now :)