Uncertainty

I honestly do think that all our lives have been planned in advance....well, maybe more like roughly mapped out...
Throughout my life I've had things happen to me that were not se nice at the time they happened, but then it turns that was indeed the best way...
I feel terrible about it right now and yet terribly enthusiastic about what is to come at the very same time...If this is the intended path, then who am I to fight or even question it?