you know i was just wondering why i blog? i mean, i hardly ever have anything sensible to blog about as, i daresay, u may have i noticed...then what is it that keeps me coming back to blog??? it's all about me isn't it? is everbody like this or is it just me?
i mean, i just realised (this is not entirely true....i've had inklings of the sort before) how self-centered i am. and i don't like self centered people. does that make me a hypocrite? i guess it does.
but then again, i've always said, i didn't like myself very much? maybe it's because i'm self-centered? and i don't like self-centered people- as i mentioned earlier... does that make me a good person?
i wonder...

life is so confusing after the age of 13...i sincerely believe that this happens owing to the fact that we discover emotions that we never knew cud exist. i mean, think about it, until then the only emotions u actually understood were- love, anger, happiness. pretty simple huh? not too complicated. wish things wud stay like that forever?
ah, but that's what life is about, isn't it?
it's only during and after teenage that u can "hate" someone while "loving" them at the evry same time! amazing ain't it? pride slowly takes over and it becomes a top priority...then we believe that we have atlast matured. i don't think thats' really true. when is it that we actually "mature" then? i mean, when do we realise what we are supposed/destined to do? and when are we acually capable of controllling our own selves?

is it fair that a seemingly trivial thing like "emotions" can completely control the adult human being? i think not. on the other hand, i think it's extremely silly that we allow emotions to rule our life! can we help that? that is yet to be discovered...............
i for one, hope we can :)