Humiliation...

It's funny how easily we forget what being humiliated feels like... And then it happens again, and you believe you'll never forget again...

But it's like a cycle and continues to happen over and over again...

I almost felt like crying, but I think I handled it well. I was upset for a while, but within a half hour, the feeling had dulled and I was me again...full of optimism...the fact that I got some good news just before it happened had a lot to do with it though....:p...