here i am...happier than 75% of the earth's population...enough money to survive, enough food to eat and most importantly, with all of my physical organs working just fine. then what is it i'm complaining about? some people just don't deserve the kind of lives they're forced into! it's so unfair! i'm not wishing that i suffer instead of them (i'm too selfish to wish something like that!)...but why even them then? what did he do to deserve this i wonder?
the most misery i deal with on a regular basis is when i develop one of those crazy "crushes" that last at the most for about a month i guess...why inflict physical handicap on poor unsuspecting creatures just when things seem to get a lil better???
mind u, this isn't a prayer for u to take away my only sources of happiness! i'm praying for all those people who suffer for no obvious reasons! all those people who can't do everything they wud like to just cos "something" happened that has taken away the rest of their lives from them. i wish that they get what every good person deserves to have -- unconditional love...a family that cares and above all, hope....hope; that everything will get better soon...hope; that the ones they love most will never suffer what they have been through...hope; that they have a lifetime of happiness to discover ahead of them....hope; that the worst has passed and now it's time for spring...--spring forever....no more cycles where there will be summer, fall and another harsh winter....just spring...where they will never tire of all the good things cos they have been through enuf bad for 10 lifetimes!!!
amen.
please answer this prayer for me...