Wednesday, October 20, 2004

I don't miss a thing. Life is going exactly as it wishes to, and I don't miss a single thing that's gone. I like what's happening, even if it's bad...I like looking forward to new days full of differences and surprises...
Maybe,................ unlike you....I'm just one of those "Acceptors"...one of the "boring" people that live as it goes....
I must tell you though, for once I don't think the grass is greener on your side of the fence :D

Give it up sweetie...give up the struggle...it's not worth it I tell you...it's really what tomorrow holds that matters, but you're right, don't ruin today thinking about tomorrow :)

Stop hoding on for dear life to things that are long gone...You never know, you might miss it when it happens again...While complaining about what's not happening, you just might be missing out on what's happening...

I love you :*

Friday, October 15, 2004

Never knew how abnormal it'd feel...Being in love is quite something, i must say...

i don't have to be away from you to miss you,
when we're together, i'm never close enough,
i feel like i've lost something i never knew,
please don't leave, come back right now!

i want to be with you always,
near as near can get
but why do we have to be apart?
it's all part of a plot, i bet!

"if i could only see u now... i won't ever get "used" to you...i will ALWAYS be in love with the girl who gives me a hard time...makes me respect her...is a strong person... it would have been a shame had you stayed a maiden all your life...we have such great times together... your job doesn't appreciate your work and the sacrifices that you make to help them out...don't sweat it... your family and loved ones know you are pure quality...and i'm proud to say that ur my girlfriend... this place is really conservative...all republicans...and i'm not even the least bit hesitant to boast about you...darshana, i love u... take care
please remid this selfish guy that u'll marry him...."
how can i not be in love with that? =))

Friday, October 08, 2004

I need to study... :( ... I need to work... :( ...I need to get my car taken care of... :( ...
I need Money!!! :((

Well, I know that was pointless, but boy! it felt gooooood... :P

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Nothing Lasts Forever...


There I was, wishing I could go back,
Go back to where I had never wanted to be...
And through the trees, I could hear the whispering,
It's done... you are where you were meant to be.

And I think to myself,
If I am where I am meant to be...
Why does it seem so wrong?
And yet so right, just when I decide it's not what I want?

And then again, I hear the faint chuckle,
What do I make of it?
Why do you laugh at me, oh callous soul?
I have honestly never ever felt more whole...

This is where it is all at,
I decide with faith...
Everything's going just right,
And I capitulate...

This is indeed where I am meant to be,
This is, in fact, where I'd rather be...
With my heart, lost in this wild rhythm,
I rest knowing it's the right hymn.






did u know "moby dick" was originally titled "mocha dick"??? Nobody has any clue why it became "Moby dick"...

so...here we are again...thinking...don't u hate it? I hate thinking! it's too much of a strain on the poor unsuspecting brain...
why don't we just take things as they come? why do we feel the nagging need to try and plan things out, though we know that they won't exactly work out like we planned?

Monday, October 04, 2004

Venting (Sorry :p)

Work...i don't mind it one bit...it's just extremely sad when people supervising you are way dumber than you are! I don't get it really...I just got started on my accounting major, but I swear I know much more than these idiots! Just cos I offered to help them, they keep giving me stupid work like counting papers or something!
And as if that isn't insulting enough, they keep mentioning to each other that they can only give me paperwork! X-(
I think it's time I just stayed in my little "office" and did my own, more interesting work!