it was an okay day. the tutor loved my essay. i guess it's because she's so used to "badly grammared" essays! lol
anyways, i need to study sooooo much and clear all my doubts tomorrow before music classes :(

good-looking or not?
beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. not everyone will find you beautiful....but that's okay...someone will come along one day that will find every bit of you beautiful...
everyone may not find you good looking, but people do judge your character based on how you behave...so be genuinely nice and everyone will know you're a beautiful person...:)
that's all that matters ultimately isn't it? it should.

can u learn everything u need to know about life in a class???

a sense of satisfaction...a sense of resposibility...and maybe even a lil more confident and comfortable with myself...
i think i'm ready for a real relationship! :)
how come i don't want one then? is it just me? lol...i'm actually happier than i ever remember being...and believe me,
it feels good.................

today's a new start again! and come to think of it now, yesterday wasn't half as bad as i made it seem...okay he asked me out. so? i'll go and we'll continue to be "friends." as in "hi :)....bye!" lol...

aisi, ur wrong...sometimes opening your eyes to a bright morning is the best thing you can do! :)
it'll probably be the brightest thing you did all day...

why does he even like me?
why am i ignored by people that i like???
he didn't have to ask me out! i didn't have to say yes!!! i guess i'm stuck now. but we could be just friends hanging out right? damn! when will i learn to say no?
it's just coffee...that can't be a date right? say no just to make me feel better...? please? how come everyone else is upset with me today? is this what i should have been expecting after two great days? perhaps...i knew somewhere it would go wrong.......again...

i don't feel so good today...
i think i'm coming down with another cold!!! boo hooooooo!
anyways, i've got to do my english essay all over again- as in type it out...cos i didn't save it and there are a few mistakes....also i want to make a few changes and change the title...:)
hope i'm done soon...

finished my accounts bare minimum...:)
i'll do the rest tomorrow. don't know what to do about history :(...well i guess thats' what the weekend is about...
got a job! was a good day in all...;)

today was okay. my english prof. thought mine was one of the best summaries in the class...:)
that itself quite made my day. i'm done with one music class...let's hope babysitting also goes by real fast ;)
better get working on accounts or i'll lose the impression i made! lol

finished the body of my response paper :)
not feeling too happy yet....maybe i should finish the introduction and conclusion too? when can i do my accounts homework? i'm glad i finished my history early...
i predicted right,....i will be sitting up....lol
tomorrow's another long day...music class, babysitting, music class, music class, music class.....:)
have a great day!

good day :)
yup...got an A on history...acc. prof seemed to be in a bad mood, but he joked with me! so that was okay...loads of work..still haven't started on english...have to do it! maybe i'll have to sit up all night...still... it's all good right? ;)

he is so funny...i thought maybe i was irritating him, but he got back to me today ...in fact, i just checked his mail...:)
he's really sweet. i'm glad i chose to take his class...

to smile is to act wise - read that somewhere recently...

i never considered myself one of the "clingy" types... i still don't...
think i should reconsider?

what is rejection?

is this a test i wonder....will i be able to prove myself? am i really what i thought i was or was everyone right about me? do i really not know who i am?
well....there's only one way to find out and i'm kinda looking forward to it...(doesn't that contradict what everyone else thinks/says by itself?)

did i love him? why do i miss him? is it just because i'm lonely now? why do i regret never having touched him, smelled him?
bottomline: i think i'm crazy...

i hate feeling ignored....being ignored....i can't be all that bad! can no one find me special?

i admire people who can joke/talk with just about anyone at all...:)

i finished my test in an hour. there were people still writing...they were people who had left within fifteen minutes! where do i stand? i don't know if i did well or not but i feel pretty good. is that good enuf?
i'm soooo confused!!!!

what the heck!
i can have a nice day even if it's full of things i'm not exactly looking forward to!


right?

felt good today.
(and why exactly do u find that funny?)

is everyone really special?

here's something to think about........
how do you know a compliment's genuine? i've started to get a lot of compliments lately...(it's a different thing, that this embarasses me and i wish i knew how to accept them gracefully),...but you know, i think it's very important that a compliment be truly genuine and a real compliment does make me feel very nice and warm somewhere deep down inside :)...
the problem is... the compliments i've been receiving of late, do make me feel nice, but when i think about them later, not too many make me feel really good...u know why? cos something or the other manages to convince me that the person who gave me one, didn't actually mean it! what do u think my problem is? anyone???
aisi, i expect u to answer this one, if u r still checking my blog that is...u cud ask other people u know...;)

i wonder why?
i wonder why you think you don't need something all your bloody life, and somewhere along the rest of it, you suddenly start to miss it!