Thursday, November 13, 2003

why is it always about me??? i have a feeling this happens to every body though...
i mean, after all, each one of us lives in this lil microcosm that consists of only us, right? the whole world in each of our opinions is based on what we do! literally revolves around us! think about it. even when ur talking about someone else, ur talking/thinking from ur own point of view...even people who claim they don't have any opinions do...
well i know i don't make much sense....but why does everyone have to be so self-centered? i doubt if it's something we can change though...i personally am of the opinion (lol) that this was something that had existed all along....like a cockroach....something that can't be destroyed...
it has survived thru the ages....whats' the guarantee that there is even one person on earth, or anywhere else in the universe, who truly places someone else above his own self? (this applies to females also, though i keep using the male preposition.) :)

sorry i left for such a long time...i guess the stats were right huh M? :p
anyways, i am sooooo very busy, i don't know how i'm still going! i'm dead tired...need a lot of sleep but can't afford to sleep anytime soon....:(
well, there's hardly much time left for this semester to end, and then i guess i'm back to being bored to death! :d
i'll miss this semester....i had a good time i must admit....though i'm always whining and complaining about work, there's nothing i enjoy more than being busy....

Friday, November 07, 2003

:(......no more big fall crush!...he's married :(
glad i found out early! :d
time to start looking again...;)

it's that time of the year again....isn't that hilarious?....yup i'm back to being in love with nature...and i already have a new crush! actually it's been pretty long really...the last time i had a major crush was same time last year! :))
anyways, all i can think of is him....i found out his name atlast and no, i won't be posting it....ask me personally if u want to know...damn! he;s older too....much older i'm sure....i wudn't be surprised if he were even married! i do hope he isn't, but that's a totaly different issue....he seems to be in his mid-twenties wud be my guess. but then again, all of u who know me well enuf, know how bad i am at guessing age right? ;)
i'll probably be putting up a few meaningful, romantic posts after this one....so if u rn't the senti type like one of my dear friends had informed me earlier...ignore this blog until winter :)