u will not believe what just happened!
he came up to me and i guess he was free for a while...and said "we need to talk..." and i was like "ok..." and turned and looked at him pretty seriously...he laughed and said "just kidding!"
well then he was like...asking me a few questions...and at the end of the session we agreed that we both knew a lil more about each other now...
the sad part is i think he's too old for me!
anyways, he's a very quiet guy....likes his privacy, loves teaching, used to be a professor in korea, loved the job...but came over here to stay with his grandfather who was alone.
well my answers were all a series of confused expressions followed by a "i....don't....know.." and he was like "just what i expected from u...not very informative answers..."
well i didn't want to start off and bore him to death with my story...!!!
well he doesn't realise it yet, but i was secretly doing him a great favour! don't u think? come one! u guys know me...i can get really boring and that's a fact...lol
that's all for now...i don't think i need to give u any more info!huh?

i wonder what's wrong with me! hey cousin! i know exactly how u feel....i don't know why u feel that way but i;m guessing it's the same reason as me! will u ever meet him again? is there the slightest chance???
i sure hope so!
so what's up with the shoe size? (giggle!)
anyways, i better stop now. i'm sitting where he can see me pretty clearly if he wants to (which is obviously not what he wants!) and i'm acting pretty funny...what with the giggling and all that? and just a minute ago, i was looking underneath my computer table trying to find a comfy way to place my leg and there is this chinese/ japanese mom and daughter sitting here....i looked up at them and saw her looking at me and smiled....she kinda smiled too.....
but i have this weird feeling that she plans to keep her daughter as far away from me as possible!lol
ok i'm kidding! but it won't be more than a matter of minutes before i get looks that say, " i think she's crazy!"
hahahahahahaha

hi again!
my day was okay....not too eventful actually....but that's ok....i'm beginning to get patient with life....!
isn't that great!?!
anyways...i need to seriously get out there and find people and influence them! but how??? i wish i could drive...i wish i knew how todrive and had a car of my own....i know i'm being impatient again! but i'm just dying to turn 18!!! come march 2nd, and i;m going have to seriously think of new problems to mope about!lol
u know what? coming back to the topic of my "crush", i'm actually a lil jealous right now! but i think that's just crazy! i'm not even sure i'm interested in him anymore...it's just my stupid ego! big deal! i'll get over it...of course i will.
nothing much to report today and i've already typed in a lot about "nothing"!lol
chao for now!

well i'm sitting ina place where can conveniently stare at him when he's not looking! and both of us r ignoring each other pretty successfully!lol

a funnier thing happened.......... he went out of the glass room the other way and came back in this way and purposely (i think!) walked by right behind me...choosing the row i was sitting in and i looked up and smiled and he patted me as he walked by.....!!!
he treats me like a kid!
earlier today, he smiled at me as usual wehn he came out of the room to get some printouts for one of his students and then whispered "see u later" before going back inside....... and now this!
i'm pretty confused!
what do u think?

today a funny thing happened.....and that is exactly what inspired me to blog after a helluva lot of time....!!!
jason said hi to me and then asked me "what's new?" i looked dumbly at him for a while fumbling for an answer and came up with a very creative "nothing much " and an equally stupid expression to go with it!
well anyway, i asked him back the very same question and he said "i guess i'll have to say nothing much as well....nice answer." and i kinda smiled-laughed and he said, "well i won't be bothering u anymore." and i laughed and almost walked off when i realised what he had said...i stopped truned back and he was still looking at me and i said, "you don't bother me." (in a squeaky kinda, surprised voice but i'm actually proud of myself for having atleast said that!)
he said "really?" i said "yeah....." and he was like "well i;m glad to hear that. i'll keep talking to you!" and i laughed. then i asked him atlast whether he actually understood everything i said! and he was like "what was that u said?"lol....i gave an exhasperated sigh and repeated the question....and he was like "yeah...i think so...mostly..why?"
and i said, "i don't know. people ususally don't understand what i say. i thougth maybe it was the accent but i don't know..."
i must have looked helpless...then he was like "see ya. have a good life!" (i think!)
and i said "yeah...u too!" and then gave him a strange look while walking away....he actually did the very same thing!!!
i wanted to stay and talk to him longer but i thought maybe he had to go and he must have thought that i wanted to go! stupid na?
well we met each other just a few minutes later on teh very same corridor and i was talking to this pakistani friend of mine, saman,....he passed us by giving me a smiling look and then raising his eyebrows as he walked by....
he thinks of me as weird too!
i can't believe i cud have acted rude enuf to give him the impression that he was bothering me! i'm such a bitch! now i understand....
i actually act so rude to people here without meaning to, that i drive them away.....
he was nice enuf to still be a lil persistent and i shud be glad!
let's hope we become good friends!
love u guys~

hi!
i'm back!
missed me huh?
sorry.........i was kinda bugged with bloggin for a while...
well anyways, i had a great holiday! went to dallas, developed a crush and found out the guy was married!!! i like both the twin brothers and their wives though....and hope to get to meet them again and become friends u know....