The better half...

Ideally your better half is someone who completes you (literally!). He/she should like the part of you that you yourself cannot stand. They should admire the qualities that you are not even aware exist. They should complete the process of loving yourself for who you are. This was actually quite well thought-out. The intention was to ensure that each and every one of us is loved unconditionally. Hence, we are destined to pair up with the person that helps us complete the "Circle of love"...Hence the term "soulmate" (he/ she completes your soul).
Now, your twin soul would then be someone who is just like you - in that they love the things about you that you also like. This makes sure we all have and maintain our self-esteem and are confident of our capabilities...:)

You can wonder all you want, but there are some things life never answers and never will answer. All you can do is imagine a reasonable answer and wish that it's true and claim it for the rest of your life...If not anything, it'll atleast make you unique! :D

The thrill

It is so worth it! Waiting ur turn....and when it finally comes, having your stomach in your throat (atleast thats what it feels like....) your heart racing as you look around at everyone present there...

The music begins in the backgroud....softly at first and then a lil louder as I get ready to sing...As soon as I open my mouth, I forget everything around me and the music is all I can hear...I get pulled into the rhythm and forget myself as I sing and before I know it, I'm done! I don't even remember if I pronounced the words (I'd been practicing for a whole day now) correctly! I forgot to pay attention.

I got my fair share of applause and a few genuine compliments (that's what they seemed like...)....

I owe it to the song...If you don't believe me, check it out... "Ariyaathey" from Ravana Prabhu.... (it's a malayalam song)

Confessions...

Sadly enough, I'm...
1. selfish
2. proud
3. pessimistic
4. self-loathing
5. a compulsive liar
and that's just the beginning!

Phew! I feel lighter....and a little sadder at the same time....is that normal? :D

I was a dumb, sort of ignorant kid...and then I grew up, always wondering why I was sad....well, just like everybody else, I had problems...and my problems overwhelmed me most of the time. And then I grew up (I wud like to believe), and just when I decided that things were going to get better, we moved....again!
It took a while for me to get used to this place...and just when I thought I might get used to this, it started...everything happened so fast, I wish I had been paying more attention...just so I could atleast tell when it really started...
I hated it. It was by far the worst thing that has ever happened to me! I gave in to it and let it take over me...Wrong move!....For a while I felt hopeless, sad and terribly depressed even...
But I guess I can still have the lifestyle I want....all I need to do is work a little harder and push myself a little more....and maybe like they say, I'll become "normal"....with an occasional "bad day"....or maybe not...

The Divine...

Being divine is almost impossible. But atleast once in our lives, we have all been there.

Is this the answer to some of my prayers???

Have you ever been in a situation where you've been wishing for something so bad, you're not scared to hold back in your prayers? I believe that when you want something very badly, all you have to do is ask the Universe - the catch is, there shouldn't be the slightest bit of doubt about whether you want it.
And so, I followed the rules and I've been asking and have been delaying my moves accordingly - waiting, hoping the Universe will finally get around to my prayers! :D...And it did!
Unfortunately, I've been so busy wishing it, that I don't know what to do next. I had no idea it was going to materialize so perfectly...Now I wish that I had planned ahead, but the rules only allow you to consider the future...So, here I am again, delaying it as much as possible, yet still wanting it...
I finally let go and played along with the plans...I've started asking the Universe for more...I know it will come true. And this time, I'm going to be ready :)