Nonsense...

And so I wake up again....tired... And I wonder again...how old am I exactly? Am I supposed to be all worn-out and creaky like this???

I go to work and while doing my "job", I start having leg cramps and some more serious signs of fatigue... I hope I get over this soon, because I cannot imagine why people would choose to live if this is what they had to go through every single day!... And I'm nowhere near middle age even!!!

It's a funny thing how when you always wanted something and finally got it, you can't actually enjoy it unless you stop wanting it...

A long break...

Ever feel like life doesn't want you back?

I took a break, a long one...and now just when I feel ready to get back on track, life just doesn't seem to want me back....:(

SICK of all the rest and fluids... SICK of all the quiet around whenever I mention a certain something... It can't be... I wish the docs wudn't make such a big deal out of it...

Life has got to get more interesting before threatening to disappear completely, right?

I miss you mama....:(....and no, nothing's happening to me...:D....

I love u :*

so, it's the oddest thing, really....I want to post and it doesn't let me log in and this goes on unless I don't want to post anymore, but am curious to see if this still works....

and what do u know....