I may be crazy, I may be irritating, I may be spoilt... I may even be a pain, but atleast I'm always me. Not fake around some people and myself at home, I'm always me. And I am not afraid to be who I am, because I mean well ... :)
... I guess what helped is I always knew that I didn't need everything and I wudn't get everything I wanted, and though I may have complained endlessly about my life at every chance, I love it for what it has made me, everything it has taught me and for always being perfect for me...
And yes, I am unpredictable to an extent, but that's who I am. I guess I can liken myself to Michigan weather - you wake up hoping to be able to wear this cute lil outfit you picked out the previous night and it's snowing heavily, so you need to get back to full pants with several layers of thermalwear and big ugly boots ... :D ... I love boots, but not if I have to wear them everyday... I think the problem is that I need more boots :p
Ah, I got side-tracked ... yet again :p ... but that's me and I'm done venting...
(for now...)