i'm happy :)...

advice -- easy to give, can u ever really follow any advice though???
ur not alone "ice"...i know exactly how u feel...well, thats' exactly why we're 'only human' -- we have to try everything out for ourself before we believe anything...at the end of the whole stupidity, i just hope we learn something :)

(This is my official call for help)

This is a secret plea to those who understand...My ego won't allow me to seek help openly, but i really do need help...all that i can get, and even more...
my life is a total mess....everything's out of control and instead of trying to sort everything out, i just want to sit around staring at people, or blogging! please help...i may have a totally unexpected crush on this guy, i have a math exam tomorrow...i have a paper due wednesday and then another paper and a project due wednesday night...and as if all of this is not enuf, i think i'm dying...if i really am, then what's the point of all this unnecessary tension? however, if i'm not, in fact, dying, then i'm in really really deep trouble...
anyone with experience please help or atleast pretend u understand what i'm going through and tell me i'll be alright....make up a cock and bull story about how u came thru, and how i can!!!! pleeeease???

aisi? anyone???

i feel not wanted anymore...suddenly i make time ,and notice that no one really needs me anyway...i was better off in my own little world where only i was important...nothing else mattered...the whole universe revolved around me and only me! time to zone out again?