hi guys.....sorry for not blogging yesterday not that it wud matter! well there were just too many interesting things that happened u know....
well anyways, how r u?
me? well....i guess i'm doing pretty good considering my life's all screwed up! did u ask me why? well fist of all i've got this exam to submit and i've lost it!!! then i tried sitting out in the cold waiting to die of pneumonia but apparently that didn't work out either....and last but not the least, i'm going to stay with pallavi at MICHIGAN STATE UNIVERSITY for the next 3 days and though a part of me really does want to go, there is this part that's going to miss my cg, cos i know that i won't be able to see him again for a whole month!!!
ha! i guess that's what life is all about huh?

hey by the way, for u people who do actually read, i'm really grateful to u.....i don't know what i wud do without u guys! lol
nope! i'm dead serious about that!
well and on "someone's" request, i have made up my mind and am going to take the initiative and speak to him! thanx for the advice love...
love u guys! umma!lol

well he's not going to be coming today so there won't be anything interesting to blog and i migth as well leave u without anything interesting to read than to try and get u to read about my "life"!!!
ha!

today he came out of the room to make some copies of something and i smiled...he smiled too....
before going back, he came to me and aksed me "how r u today? "...and well u know the rest....
it's turning into a habitual ritual don't u think?
lol

hey there....well yesterday atlast i got around to asking him what i wnated to know most about him! well he was leaving and he said "how r u today?" and i said "fine....how r u?" (yeah the same ol' thing!)....he said "good" (again!)
and just when he was about to got hrough the door i turned an asked him, "r'nt u cold?" hahaha
he said "no, i'm never cold! i don't own a jacket!" and i looked at him as if he were an alien and he asked me "r u cold?" ....i said "yeah.....very!" and he went away .....and u won't believe it but he was lauging at me again while he left!
well i plan to ask him whether he thinks i'm crazy sometime....
let's wait and see when i get around to that ok?

u know what?
sometimes soon i think i should record the birthdays of everyone i know on a blog...
maybe i shud create a new one for the purpose.....?
well whoever else does read thos blog...whenever u do have the time please do suggest a few names for my "birthday blog!" and i will be thankful to u for the rest of my miserable, unworthy existence!

i was wrong about the "he's left for the day!" part.......
well he's sitting right there way behind me and perhaps checking his mail or something!

and oh by the way.....he's left for the day! (sigh)
that doesn't really change anything though....i'm still pretty mad at him...but i think he has a girl friend and so am now officially off him! lol (sounds pretty fun doesn't it?)
she's pretty actually....a lil short, asian (chinese or japanese- can never make out the difference!), cute and very friendly looking! cheerful basically....maybe i shud try getting to know her.....she seems nice u know.....

hi....
nothing interesting to blog today....
well one thing is clear though.....a lot of people recognise me...i mean i have nothing to do but sit around and stare at people all day long and they're kinda getting used to me!
u won't believe how embarrassed i am about it....
i seriously think it's time i did something - u know- like make the first move and make some friends and hang out with people that i'm getting to know etc...why is it that nobody has the time for me???
it's like i've got this repellant with me that kinda warns people off u know!

well anyways , after that everytime "he" saw me sitting there, he wud try to smile politely but end up giggling uncontrollably at me! and oh how that makes me mad!!!
i feel like killing him right now but whenever i see him, i just can't help but start laughing myself!
like for example a few minutes back i saw him and turned away immediately......he must be leaving and for all i know must have even left but when i did ultimately look at him i cudn't do anything but turn away and start giggling!
i am crazy! help me out someone!!!

so.....where was i? ah yes...i'm sorry i had to leave so urgently....it was getting dark and i had to go out and wait for "someone"!
well anyways, there i was and quite a few people actually noticed me sitting there....which as magda pointed out later seemed pretty unusual cos there r quite a few people who sit there for long periods of time!

well there i was sitting all alone....i'd just finished moping over my uneventful life! and then it started, a guy -pretty old guy...with grey hair and all that....-smiled at me ....almost laughing to himself. then he said "i see u sitting around a lot!"...i smiled back and said "i'm waiting...". he said "seems to be a long one...." i said "sure it is!"
well he left... then this other guy who looks indian......(i see him everyday and we smile at each other once in a while...)...came and asked me where i was from. i said "india." he said "oh" and that sounded a lil disappointing! well i smiled and asked him where he was from .....he said "pakistan..." and then i asked how long he had been here....and he replied in not so good english that he had been here for a year now...well we chatted and then he said "thank u" and walked off! i found it funny that he shud thank me....!lol
well anyways, i was still sitting there and waiting for my tutor appointment which was in 2 hours time! then he came out of the PASS building.....and both of us looked at each other and we smiled...
he went to the BOOKSTORE...and i kept sitting there on the couch with my coat draped around me like a blanket! (obviously looking very cold and foolish!)
then the first guy (the old one) passed by againa nd he said "still waiting?" i was like "yeah".....and he stopped and asked me curiously what i was waiting for.....i told him about my appointment at 3pm and he, well, just smiled and went on....then the tutor guy walked by me this time, and said "how r u?" i smiled and said "fine....how r u?" and he said "good!"
i thought it was cute that he actually spoke to me!
bye gotto go!

well it's time to go to my business law building and so i'm not blogging in detail right now....not that there r any interesting details to blog!
but hey! it's "my blog, my wish" right?
well anyways, he walked in sometime back and he's looking good today.......
i wish i had something more interesting to do than to notice him!!!
lol...
bye....see u after class!

hi guys...
nothing happened today....not a very eventful day....he came but we didn't even look at each other....i mean i was staring at him whenever i could...lol!!!
but that's a different thing!
anyways, it wasn't all that bad i guess.....i had a very interesting chat with magda!... it was fun!
well gotto run....have to do my eco paper and submit it before going home!
see y'all tomorrow.......have a great day!