my prof. didn't show up....no final exam...everyone's entitled to a free A!!! am i lucky or what? the sad part is i would have got an A on spanish even otherwise! and i'd have preferred it that way...
well anyways....u know the rule...everything happens for the best!....let's try and keep that going for now k?

i just got done with my business course...think i did ok...i'll try and turn in another extra credit worksheet by monday...who knows, maybe it'll help...

sorry all u people that i offended today morning...i was a tad depressed! lol...anyways, i'm okay now in case u care...
i better start preparing in a while. right now i'm relaxing listening to music...what do u mean what kind??? the ar rahman kind of course!...okay okay, i'll get off ur case...: )
poor saman lost her text book with her notes in them...i hope she gets it back tomorrow. (silent prayer)
i'm getting back to fiction soon...(subtle warning) heh heh heh

nobody mails me anymore...maybe if i stop communicating with all of u for another month or so, u'll forget all about me? i can't believe this! and ashvin used to say that i was the one who had "quality" friends!!!
i hope all of u read this!
rush, how i wish i was there with u'll...i have nobody to actually "talk" to...don't think i ever will find another listener like u...atleast i'm learning to be a good listener...lol ...see, something good comes out of everything. why did i have to be so selfish, self-centred, self-involved, whatever u want to say...???
well right now i need to concentrate on my education for a week or so...i have two exams tomorrow...one make-up to do anytime this week...one exam on saturday and the last one next monday...then i'm done! (stick a fork in me? isn't that what they say?) lol...

finally, i'm done with final exam#1..psychology....the easiest one i guess....unfortunately i have to do a makeup test for one that i missed on thursday....so i'm not completely done yet!
well anyways, i better start working on business and american government immediately....so off i go to do just that....
and u guys can wait and wait for ages for me to put up another message! (with a sadistic smile...)...not that u'll be too eager...huh!
tell adi i'm sorry ice...how did it happen?

it's exams time!-- just reminding myself lol... i'm sooooo glad that i'm taking a break next semester....i really do need it...hopefully things will work out! (keep ur fingers crossed!) hee hee hee...
my friends need me most right now and i feel guilty about not being there for them! well, atleast they miss me!
aisi ....what's up with ur blog???

i came to college today...wish sahitya was online...why were u crying???
i'll see monday i guess? i hope ur alright...i wish i was there with u though...

everything else is really boring now....i have exams coming up for the next two weeks. wish me luck :)...i think i should do ok...considering all the "fooling around" i've been doing.lol. not that's i'm making up excuses! i wish i have a lot of things to do for the next two months starting today...i really do like being busy...he he he

not such a wasteful day after all..i met mr. winston...he is such a sweet man. such a gentleman...
anyways, everyhting's been sorted out...hey u know someone's been using my yahoo id and chatting with MY friends...i don't know what to do...he's changed my personal information to suit his likings and my friends are under the misconception that i have a tumour and am being operated on right now! can u believe the nerve of him???!!!

hmm....just another boring day....not much to report. the weather isn't as bad as it was predicted to be...i guess that's a good sign?
anyways, yup the people i like are keeping in touch with me. who knows, maybe i'll even get to know the "guy" better? one of the girls i'm keeping in touch with, may be able to acquire his number...am i lucky or what? i know i won't contact him though....but that's not what's topmost on my mind right now...
i need to get out of here. i need space and i need to be able to discover myself without being prejudiced by other's opinion of me! will that ever be possible do u think?
hey sahitya, whats' up with u girl? have u recovered yet? is aunty ok? when is the operation scheduled for? i'll be calling u soon. hope u'll be at home...: ) (oh and if u reply to this, i'll mail u back about my newest crush! lol)
and for all of u that just started reading my blog, i'm glad u chose to...now u'll be aware of exactly how mad a person can be! : )
hope u have a great time and decide to read my blog for quite some time before deciding that it's too much for u...hahaha

prog. was really good. i sucked bigtime though! i screwed it up so bad and am feeling extremely miserable about it. i don't want to think about it though...everyone was being extremely polite and congratulating me and stuff, but i knew the truth. big deal! i don't really care. i'm glad it's done with...there was no way i'd be able to stand raghu for another minute!!!
but there are a few people i'd like to keep in touch with. hope they feel the same way : )
there's one guy i know i'll probably never meet again. he looks so cute though he's kinda short for my taste. lol...i'm so impossible!
i think it was extremely sweet of him to go out of his way just to help me. i wonder if he even knows my name! and why did he have to be mallu???!!!
the after party was honestly the worst party i'd ever been too! this is including the one in hyd....where i was almost unconscious but managed to remain sensible enuf to insist on going home. lol....they were very protective of me. i noticed that. maybe mom ha something to do with it? i know she trusts me, but she probably is afraid that i'd start acting on impulse which is what i'd do anyways! i sometimes wonder whether being impulsive is as bad as it seems. i prefer living on the edge and not planning out what i shud do etc...doing things as and when i feel like it....but i guess the world we "humans"(supoosedly the most intelligent of creatures!) created doesn't function that way...wonder why we are termed "intelligent" then! well theres' no doubt about the fact that this kinda terminology was picked by another one of us "humans!" lol
i better stop before i get philosophical!!!
(i'd really like to get to know him better though...)

my spanish substitute teacher:
when he first walked in, i wasn't too impressed and was more pre occupied with planning out how i was going to ask him to let me go early...he's so cute though....really nice guy, laid back attitude and one of the cutest smiles ever! wish i'd known his name. he teaches at another campus of my school. wonder if i'll ever see him again. but then again, don't want to, cos thers' no point in having such meaningless crushes! lol...i know i know, look who's talking!

it's finally showtime guys!
wish me luck...: ))
am i ready? i guess...i shud be atleast...lets see how my spanish exams go first awright?

uhhhhh....i hate falling sick! i'm feeling miserable....slightly better than last night of course!
anyways, i have class in 45 minutes...and i want to go eat something...i'm hungry but i can't swallow! this is so frustrating!!! well, there's just two more weeks of this semester left and i've got soooooo mcuh to do...i wish we had these programmes earlier....atleast i wud have been able to enjoy them without feeling guilty u know...: )
sad but true...well the psa is planning to have a get together of all the participants again though...and hopefully this will be after the semester is done...the sad part is most of them graduate with this semester and will probabaly go away either on vacation or permanently! ...hey i might meet my newest "crush" on friday....cos we are having an international students thingie at oakland university! lol....boy! am i looking forward to tomorrow or what!

hi people,
sorry for the looooooooonnnng gap....u can expect that for a lil longer actually :)
the psa show went off really well and i had loads of fun....only problem is i'm not well now cos i got back at 3am on sunday after the show....and i guess the cold got to me....moreover i was at coney islan at 1am having ice cream! lol
inspite of which i still enjoyed every minute of it! i'd love to do it all over again if i cud....
now i'm looking forward to this saturday though...hope it's as much fun as last saturday! it shud be...esp. cps i may meet some people from back there at the after party!