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2 days to go...

I'm excited and yet apprehensive, and wisely so...

Put Your Records On-Corinne Bailey Rae lyrics

Artist: Corinne Bailey Rae
Album: Corinne Bailey Rae
Year: 2006
Title: Put Your Records On

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

'Twas more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow

The Daily Horoscope

Nothing seems to be going my way and yet, I have hope. Why? Because I am one of those people that will not leave home without checking what yahoo has to say about my horoscope for the day :D...
Thankfully, for the last few days, though I've been having a lousy time, my horoscope assures me I'm not. And so, I still have hope...

I think...

And once again, my heart fills with one of the most necessary and yet dreadfully misleading feelings of hope...
Maybe something will happen this time and maybe nothing will...

The glass is always half-full...

Self-Sabotage

I will never figure it out...

I want it so bad and yet, I won't give my all even though everyone knows I'm more than capable...

I'm sure everyone does this...or atleast I hope they do because then it means I'm not a freak after all...:)

I am willing to hope again ... are you???

The world today

It takes nine months and a lot of work to make one of us, and it breaks my heart to know that so many of us could so easily blindfold, torture and kill another one of us. The survival instinct I understand, but why all this unnecessary violence.

Have we, over the years, become so insensitive to our own kind? Have we lost all self-respect? Is there even a shred of kindness left in the World today?

It truly will take a miracle to solve our self-created problems...

Not Knowing

It's just that much more annoying...

especially since everything else depends on the unknown...It defines what I'll be for the rest of my life...well atleast short-term :p

Waiting...

It's the part I hate most...

How much longer, I wonder... I guess this is training for the rest of my life?

When will all of this change?

Right now I cannot even imagine a light at the end of the tunnel! Yet, I believe that someday it will show itself, tempting me closer and closer until I feel I'm ready to walk in the light...

And when that time comes, I am unsure of how I will feel. At this point, I would like to believe that I want to reach the end of this tunnel. But when I'm there I hope I feel the same way. I want to be prepared, I want to be ready and most of all, I want to want it...

I know what needs to be done...and yet, I cannot bring myself to do it.

Sometimes I just sit back and think; this is my time alone, I own all of it and nobody can take it away from me...

As I'm thinking, I usually figure out what happens next-after all, it is "my" life...my own little movie and only I can tell and deal with whatever happens next...And so it goes...on for a while...wish it were forever, but I can deal with that too :)...

Am I good enough, I wonder... Will it ever come true? I hope so...

Sometimes I think too much...

Thought for the day...

Does wishing death on an evil person make you any less evil?

After all the whining and everything I sobered up enough to check my mail again...and sure enough, there it was...the confirmation...
I feel good now...I feel more confident...and strangely, I also feel sort of lazy...crazy, huh?

Stay tuned for more...:p

It's what I've been wanting forever now (or that's what it seems like). And then when it finally came through, I found that I couldn't do it anymore.

Is it meant to be this way? Am I not allowed to do it? I still feel that it's perfect. It's just right for me...I need it so much. I know if I don't get it, I'll be devastated. I am trying not to let it bother me so much, but it's become a permanent part of my dreams-the good ones...

How is it that when we look back, everything seems to have happened way too fast, but in the present nothing seems to be happening? Weird, huh?
I am only human and so I have a problem with not being in control... :(